This isn't some cry for attention. In fact, people (that I know) don't read my blog unless I ask them to ...so this for sure isn't some subliminal post. I just had to say that getting over you will probably be the hardest thing I ever had to do. I'm trying to think back to the time I had to leave him & him & him, but, I don't remember it feeling this hard (and you know why) I never been more confused and embarrassed and lost and incoherent. I think I love you but I'm not sure. I know I would have left anyone for you ... Everyone for you. I feel like I could have spent my life with you but I've been told my emotions ain't no shit to follow ... No shit to believe in. So, if we talking logic ... You was the worst for me but somehow the best for me. But all this it to the left of me ... You got the best of me ... But not the best me.