Wednesday, December 24, 2014

I had been waiting 11 days while he was on the road.









4:51 a.m.:
Finally back


I went back and forth and back and forth about responding. I didn't respond. It was too late. Had it been like an hour earlier I might have considered it.  See in my head it had all been planned out… I needed more than 4:51 a.m. to noon -per say. I had needed all evening, all night, all morning ….and if I had my way … a few days days.

I never fell back asleep. 



PYRAMIDS



You have made it here

Sunday, December 14, 2014


POOR CAT!

Holly: He's all right! Aren't you, cat? Poor cat! Poor slob! Poor slob without a name! The way I see it I haven't got the right to give him one. We don't belong to each other. We just took up one day by the river. I don't want to own anything until I find a place where me and things go together. I'm not sure where that is but I know what it is like. It's like Tiffany's...
If I could find a real-life place that'd make me feel like Tiffany's, then - then I'd buy some furniture and give the cat a name!

PHOTOGRAPHY BY @SPENCER_CHARLES
MODEL: @M.Z.A._




PHOTOGRAPHY BY SPENCER CHARLES
MODEL: @M.Z.A._ 

Los Angeles, California (April, 2014)


love/logic


*****for updates follow @loveverselogic on TWITTER www.twitter.com/loveverselogic or @chesapeakeavenue on INSTAGRAM www.instagram.com/chesapeakeavenue 

Thursday, September 11, 2014

A Lo🔻e Triangle

...And really u just let it pass. You either like one more than the other or don't like either of them enough to deal with the shit and/or allow them to have you in that manner you fantasized about

Friday, May 16, 2014

Spencer Charles















@m.z.a._
@spencer_charles 
on instagram


Monday, March 17, 2014

Enlightenment by Prentice Mulford



Enlightenment - what is that?
A beggar had been sitting by the side of a road for over thirty years. One day a stranger
walked by. "Spare some change?" mumbled the beggar, mechanically holding out his old
baseball cap. "I have nothing to give you," said the stranger. Then he asked: "What's that you
are sitting on?" "Nothing," replied the beggar. "Just an old box. I have been sitting on it for as
long as I can remember." "Ever looked inside?" asked the stranger. "No," said the beggar.
"What's the point? There's nothing in there." "Have a look inside," insisted the stranger. The
beggar managed to pry open the lid. With astonishment, disbelief, and elation, he saw that the
box was filled with gold.
I am that stranger who has nothing to give you and who is telling you to look inside. Not
inside any box, as in the parable, but somewhere even closer inside yourself.
"But I am not a beggar," I can hear you say.
Those who have not found their true wealth, which is the radiant joy of Being and the
deep, unshakable peace that comes with it, are beggars, even if they have great material
wealth. They are looking outside for scraps of pleasure or fulfillment, for validation, security,
or love, while they have a treasure within that not only includes all those things but is
infinitely greater than anything the world can offer.

Sunday, February 2, 2014


“Marie, let’s suppose that two firemen go into a forest to put out a small fire. Afterward, when they emerge and go over to a stream, the face of one is all smeared with black, while the other man’s face is completely clean. My question is this: Which of the two will wash his face?”
“That’s a silly question. The one with the dirty face, of course.”
“No, the one with the dirty face will look at the other man and assume that he looks like him. And, vice versa, the man with the clean face will see his colleague covered in grime and say to himself: I must be dirty too. I’d better have a wash.”
“What are you trying to say?”
“I’m saying that, during the time I spent in the hospital, I came to realize that I was always looking for myself in the women I loved. I looked at their lovely, clean faces and saw myself reflected in them. They, on the other hand, looked at me and saw the dirt on my face and, however intelligent or self-confident they were, they ended up seeing themselves reflected in me and thinking that they were worse than they were. Please, don’t let that happen to you.” 


That is why it is so important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Don’t expect to get anything back, don’t expect recognition for your efforts, don’t expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride, inability, or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door, change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust. Stop being who you were and become who you are. 

-Paulo Cuelho

Sunday, January 19, 2014

Emotional. Mysterious. Dramatic. Humble. The Moon shines according to what is reflecting off its surface. The leading explanation for how the moon formed was that a giant impact knocked off the raw ingredients for the moon off the primitive molten Earth and into orbit. The craters on her surface come from meteors and we all know who and what the meteors symbolize. #moonPhases #collectibleMatter 

Thursday, January 16, 2014

Railroads.

Excerpt from "The Zahir"by Paulo Coelho 

“While I was in US I went to the train station the other day and learned that the distance between railway tracks is always 143.5 centimeters or 4 feet 8.5 inches. Why this absurd measurement ? I found out that when they built the first train carriages, they used the same tools as they had for building horse-drawn carriages. And why the distance between the wheels on carriages ?Because that was the width of the old roads along which the carriages had to travel. And who decided that roads should be that width ? Well, suddenly, we are plunged back into the distant past. It was the Romans, the first great road builders, who decided to make their roads that width. And why ? Because their war chariots were pulled by two horses, and when placed side by side, the horses they used at the time took up 143.5 centimeters.
So the distance between the tracks I saw, used by state-of-the-art high speed trains, was determined by the Romans. When people went to United States and started building railways there, it didn’t occur to them to change the width and so it stayed as it was. This even affected the building of space shuttles. American engineers thought the fuel tanks should be wider, but the tanks were built in Utah and had to be transported by train to the space center in Florida, and the tunnels couldn’t take anything wider. And so they had to accept the measurement that the Romans had decided were ideal. But what has all this to do with marriage ?

It has everything to do with marriage. At some point in history, someone turned up and said: when two people get married, they must stay frozen like that for rest of their lives. You will move along side by side like two tracks, keeping always that distance apart. Even if sometimes one of you needs to be a little further away or little closer, that is against the rules. The rules say : be sensible , think of the future, think of your children. You can’t change, you must be like two railway tracks that remain the same distance apart all the way from their point of departure to their destination. The rules don’t allow for love to change, or to grow at the start and diminish halfway through-it’s too dangerous. And so, after the enthusiasm of the first few years, they maintain the same distance, the same solidity, the same functional nature. Your purpose is to allow the train bearing the survival of the species to head off into the future: your children will only be happy if you stay just as you were – 143.5 centimeters apart. If you’re not happy with something that never changes, think of them, think of the children you bought into the world.
Think of the neighbours. Show them that you’re happy, eat Chinese on Sundays, watch television, help during community pujas. Think of society: dress in such a way that everyone knows you’re in perfect harmony. Never glance to the side, someone might be watching you and that could bring temptation, it could mean divorce, crisis, depression.
Smile in all the photos. Put the photos in the living room, so that everyone can see them. Go to gym, practice a sport, oh yes you must practice a sport in order to stay frozen in time. When sport isn’t enough have plastic surgery. But never forget, these rules were established long ago and must be respected. Who established these rules ? That doesn’t matter. Don’t question them, because they will always apply, even if you don’t agree with them.”