Still...

When love was new I was terrified. When love was new I was still. I waited until it was safe to move. And when I did, it was cautiously... Calculated. Every time I get close it feels almost like heaven. Scared to fall back to earth..I am still. To be perfect ... Like an angel. Magical.. Immortal. Then it all fell apart. I started listening...To your reaction...When I tell you I need you... I love you. The still became movement... Movement that woke you even though you were not sleep. My stillness moves when I watch Your eyes As beauty is in the room...Whether it hangs on the wall or on your arm. When we became quiet our love spoke up. Now
I speak up.
I speak up. Fearlessly and honestly. I speak up.
When we stopped trying ... we became effortless

Twin Flame Pt. 2 (w/ video)

"Something in me understands the voice in your eyes"

An overwhelming sense of love and attraction. A sense of completion that goes beyond words. A magnetism to the other other stronger than anything you have ever felt before. A feeling that you are so close you just might be related. A complete total breakdown of your lives as you knew them upon finding one another. The ability to contact one another through dreams and meditation. Sychronicities will be in abundance. You may find yourselves calling, emailing, texting, at the same exact time. The desire to be with one another no matter the obstacle. Meeting through unusual, unplanned circumstances. A realization that this isn't the first time you met. It feels as though you have been awakened since your reunion occured. You feel more alive than you've ever felt. You still have karma from your past lives but there will be no need to build barriers or walls... for there is no distance. There are no restrictions. No boundaries. You will feel inspired to create... and your twin flame(s) that creativity, And your sexuality.... well your sexuality is a sacred act... a sacred act that celebrates the unconditional love you have for one another.... and that... will have you feeling at one with the creator.

Now.... press play.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s24s9b1PfNw&context=C4428bcbADvjVQa1PpcFN_cH0vw8KM8OjI9KPQclmT8s6RAWLraX4=

Twin Flame Incarnate

"You can have many soul mates, but you only have one twin flame"

When our souls met ( for the umpteenth first time) I remembered him. It felt that I had come home to myself. We were reunited once more.... but this time... I didn't want to separate again. They say it is very rare to meet your twin flame incarnate on the same planet. But here he was again... the other half of me... asking if we met before. In past lives -we have been creative partners, birds of a feather, brothers and sisters, best friends, quite possibly father and daughter. Us. Profound yet unpleasant at times. The thing with soul mates and twin flames is ...Soul mates never stop being soul mates, but they have the CHOICE whether to be involved with each other in a particular lifetime or not. Not us. When we BEGIN to choose it affects our very life path and anyone else involved in it. Karmic issues from other lifetimes sometimes bring about uneasiness, fear, unfinished business. In this world... I often confuse our passion with what is really our twin flame. While passion is our primal physical form of love ... our flame endures lifetimes... and if the sacred contract between us of this lifetime is complete... I will leave both peacefully and amicably. I love you.

Keep Dreaming,

Twin.

This was the heavens saying ... you're up !

"Coincidence is God's way of staying anonymous"

Last night... this morning rather... my best friend Drahcir accidently called me and woke me up. I wasn't able to fall back asleep so I decided to watch some TV on HULU. If you have ever watched HULU you know they play the SAME commercial every 4 minutes or so. Coincidence? I don't think so.

Press play ------ > http://youtu.be/X2dhZ5_V4UA

Keep Dreaming,

The 2 Lucys...

I wrote a love song.

"I won't dare let them walk in my mind with those dirty feet"

As they lay in bed at 4 a.m.

Her: Can I trust you with my thoughts? Cause I wrote this song and I-... I mean I can't even sing.... but I wrote this song.

Him: May I hear it?

Her: You promise not to judge me?

He just looks at her. of course she can.

Her: But what if you don't like it?

Him: What if I love it?

Her: Press play. www.soundcloud.com/itsalexandria

WATCH THE VIDEO  --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Un2t2OGlBrY&context=C44525caADvjVQa1PpcFN_cH0vw8KM8OjI9KPQclmT8s6RAWLraX4=

Keep Dreaming,

M

Jump.

"Jump as quickly to opportunities as you do at conclusions."

Still...

"It's a helluva start, being able to recognize what makes you happy." -Lucille Ball

Wow. I can't believe its been 364 days since my last post. And the irony of today out of all days being the day I decide to log in. ?? (It would be 1 year exactly if this year didn't happen to be a leap year. :) I want to start off by apologizing to Drahcir and all readers for grammatical errors now && then. ("Then" being if you plan on going back and reading older post of the #starvingArtistStruggle #akaIQuitMy9-5AndEveryoneThinksImCrazy lol.)

So any who... wow again.... it's been a year and it's-been-a-year ! ...I got paid to do something I love, I can't describe the feeling. Happy. I met a friend I will know and love for life, grateful. I wrote a screenplay, that's now in pre production.... dope ! My best friend came home after 2 yrs... blessed. I moved... change. I went to New Orleans with said friend I will love and know for life....fucking rockstar confirmation. I've survived days off .56 cent...thrifty. I dyed my hair... twice, I got 2 new tattoos.... bored, broken hearted. My brother got married and had a baby... LOVE. babies... :(. I've walked more than I ever have in my entire life... humbling. I lost, I gained, I sacrificed. I grew. I've needed my friends and they were there... appreciation. I'm still not brushing my hair... hippie life.

I'm still not where I'm going yet... I'm still determined, still creating, still grinding in my own lane of grinding, still dancing like I know how, still chasing rainbows, still positive, I still cry sometimes overwhelmed at night. I still smile too much. I still get scared. I still have doubts, I still believe. and I still love him. I still don't regret a THING. Checking dreams off the checklist ...Closer to the next one.... realizing another. Repeat cycle. No it never gets old. Dream check cuh !

Keep Achieving,



Alexandria- <---- Oh, and I'm still changing my name && my phone numbers bi monthly !! lol